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Heartbeef v2​.​0

from Apis Mellifera by Brent Lee Regan

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At the moment she woke... We broke up... I was so crushed
But I couldn't take no more so I spoke up
And at times it feels like I made a mistake
I choke up... I go nuts... and straight fold up
But hold up - Let me roll it back
Nah... I'll roll one up and then I won't hold back
I know it's cold but I launched an attack
My logic was flawed - But it was all that I had

I told her to leave - When I wanted her to stay
Told her to breeze - And she was blown away
Now she holds it against me when I hope for a change
And I've openly displayed it in a range of ways
But there is nothing I can say to reach her or break through
We break down - We break up - Now nothing is tasteful
Everything I brought - She knocked off the table
While I was trying to make the legs more stable

I'm a walking tall tale in a fairy land fable
I want to escape to a fate where I don't hate you
Take weight off and pray with Jesu'
Replace this rage with the grace of an angel
I would scale K2 just to see your face again
Stalk the planet and walk through the Arabian sands
Swim the Atlantic and I'd crawl to the state you're in
Do anything to feel your heart rate again

But now it's heartbreak - heartache - It's hardly sweet
Our hearts are charred up shards of meat
Scarred up at a free for all carvery
We shared a heartbeat... but now it's heartbeef
If I knew what you wanted from me - I'd play that part V
I was a jerk in the end and I'm sorry
But we could have worked if you worked to this philosophy
All I ever needed was a little of your honesty

Everything I said is true / Everything you said was a lie
Every single line I recite resides in my mind
Till I find it's time for my tongue to be untied

Everything I said is true / Everything you said was a lie
Every single line you recited resides in my mind
Now I'm playing 'em out line after line - Night after night

Night after night - Day after daybreak
I can't sleep because I question our fate
I can't eat because there's too much on my plate
Still these headaches and stomach pains are keeping me awake
I can't concentrate - let alone think straight
I know that you're with that reprobate
Four week later you were with him on your birthday
You said I was wrong... but I could see it in his face

I know that he blazed you - The picture was in plain view
But he would never stake his life to try and save you
A few months later my words were proved fateful
The day you turned up with "Baby, I'm late" news
I still embraced you... even if it's crazy to
I know what's right - So I will never shame you
I said some things in vain - In hope to break you
But as from now Victoria... I will only pray for you...

Our Father, the immutable and omnipresent ONE...
I pray in the name of Yeshuah ha' Messhiach
That the Holy Spirit will provide our loved one's with your blessings.
I pray that your light will guide and protect us through whatever darkness we face.
I pray for love to return to us all and for peace to fill our hearts.
In the name of Yeshuah ha' Messhiach, I pray that these words are your will
and that you will hear them... Amen.

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from Apis Mellifera, released August 5, 2009

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Brent Lee Regan Bristol, UK

Brent Lee Regan is a Producer, Musician, Singer and Rapper whose music has been featured on multiple platforms including Radio, TV, Documentaries, DVD, Video Games and more. He has worked with many artists, film makers and companies which has garnered him a valuable reputation with Independent and Corporate clients. ... more

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