Annihilation

from Apis Mellifera by Brent Lee Regan

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lyrics

She said... Brent, it's too late
See it's occurred.. Well, it won't go away
She hurled out some slurs then called me some names
Then claimed she was the same and it was me who had changed

I wrote a song to convince her to stay
She wouldn't have it... Slapped my face and scratched it
We passed our nights at it like rabbits
And turned a love life into a dirty habit

It can't be natural... Being with her is always hassle
Concerned with us just being examples
Can't dance slow when it's two to tango
And her theatrics had it more like a panto

She never had my back - Nope... But she was behind me
Eyeing up my spine - finding the prime place to reside the...
Knife inside of me / I brace as she strikes me
But I can't run away because I find pain exciting

I'm a fiend... I'm addicted
Sick to my spleen... Perspective's all twisted
I get these dreams... She sits with her wrists slit
And I sit there as if she never existed

Till I let a slight giggle out... In spite of her shouts
Then watch the light and the life in her eyes fizzle out
I know it's cold and may be dirty
But I gotta be honest, now I don't care if she hurts me

Cuz this year... Well, I turned 30
And don't want to wrestle regret or have to worry
I want to move on with my next... but not hurry
Make sure she doesn't even feels she deserve me

Because she should know... nobody's worthy
Cuz everybody gets dirty
We hurt peeps on purpose / Sleeping with serpents
Leaving you with demon's which lurk beneath the surface

And this should be like church - It's a circus
A flea-filled sideshow for freaks and wino's
Creeps who peek through spy holes
So I sleep in my clothes but I can't keep my eyes closed

Still, Adonai knows... I've supplied my own blindfold
Even if it's like a tightrope
High off hydro / Walk in a cycle
It's why I hit all time highs and all time lows

Now all I know... Is I'm alone now...
Even when my best friend is my home now...
I'm just staring at your picture on my phone...
Cuz all I ever wanted... was for your hand to hold now.

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from Apis Mellifera, released August 5, 2009

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Brent Lee Regan Bristol, UK

Brent Lee Regan is a Producer, Musician, Singer and Rapper whose music has been featured on multiple platforms including Radio, TV, Documentaries, DVD, Video Games and more. He has worked with many artists, film makers and companies which has garnered him a valuable reputation with Independent and Corporate clients. ... more